Tuesday, September 14, 2004
the time now is 1.40am.. and my lesson starts at 10am tomorrow.. looking at the situation now.. i guess tomolo i shall self declare 2 hours break for myself.. which means i shall only go to sch at 12pm!! i'm feeling very tired now.. reach home at about 11.30pm from the home nursing course.. went for late dinner with Jieying after the class at the 'Heng Hwa Restaurant' opposite HQ.. well... the food there quite ok.. price very Ok as weLL.. wahha..next monday will be the exam day already.. hope that i'll get thru and dun flung this course.. else.. it's a waste of my time.. today lesson starts at 8am.. and first lesson in the morning is... CLASS tEST!! what the hell.. and i screw up my paper.. i think very badly.. dun need to wait till next week for the teacher to announce.. i knew it myself. vERy weLL..!! im so tired today.. tot he extend tat right after 3 hours of E-Comm lab.. i rush home to sleep for 2 hours.. den go back for 2 hours of lab again.. b4 setting my butt off to lavender for the nursing course.. and gosh.. so many stuffs happen on sat and sun while i was away man.. referring to SJAB only.. so many many conflicts.. and i can sense that things isnt going on well.. gosh.. what should i do nexT?? i can see that alot of the junior officers are so pissed off with the management.. and some of them.. even prepared their resignation letter already... is it really worth it?? after all.. all of us came so long to this stage.. for what? for the sake of our cadets.. this Peoples are killing me.. mentally.. they are my mentors.. and it's impossible for us to stay on.. if they're leaving.. and this is the time when our SJab life are going to be at its peakest point.. it's only upon our graduation from the Officer Training Course date 25th Sept 2004... till then how should i answer to myself?? today just received another bad news... that jieying most probably gotta get transfer out of corp to handle with zone stuffs.. that means.. with fenmei and her departure.. i'm all alone running a school by myself!! gosh.. im still not yet mentally prepare..!! sjaB is killing me!! and i've just read from Jieying blog that.. there's only 2 alternatives for her.. either she'll resign or she'll get transfer out.. her buddy is resigning.. and i hope she dun go for the first choice. it's really killing me!! very dissappointed with how the things are now.. i've decided to blog abt my holiday trip tomorrow.. afterall.. i've the whole night to blog tomorrow.. no lesson on wed.. and i shall go off to dreAm of my deARLy wiL now.. ~~PEaCE PEACe PEACE PEACE~~~ Looking forward to ~PEACE & HARMONY~..
P/S: I'm so tired.. physically and mentally.. i nEEd a brEAK..!!
*Disappointed* Toast
P/S: I'm so tired.. physically and mentally.. i nEEd a brEAK..!!
*Disappointed* Toast